I am a 25 year old guy, who for the last 5 years has been living with my beautiful girlfriend. We both got some rather bizarre fantasies and love to experiment with all kinds of sex. We love each other very much and are having intercause two to five times a week.
I got a dark sexual side which I have never told her about, I can feel this forbidden sexuality consuming me more and more until its all that fills my mind.
What overwhelming desire are scat, to play with shit, taste it and having it smeared all over my trimmed body.
When I think about it when im not horny, I can see its the most disguisting thing in the world, but when i’m aroused, it’s the ultimate humiliation, the perversion and horniness of being a toiletslave.
I don’t just which that a woman take a dump on me, It has to be in the mouth and im forced to swallow it all. All in all, I want to be used a human toilet, several times a week.
This extremely bizarre desire are a curse for me, as I don’t know how im going to try it. The desire just keeps getting worse and worse and now it’s all I think about most of the day. Who are ever gonna help me fulfill my dream of becomming a real human toilet slave?
I went through something similar when I was younger, it will go away by itself after awhile. You try some sex games with your girlfriend instead, maybe try convince her to piss on you, urinesex isnt as bad as many thinks.
You are not the only guy with a fantasy like that, I too have fantasising about that for quite some now. Maybe not as much as you but it’s still something I think about a lot when I am horny. Just want to let you know you are not alone in this, so probably not as uncommon as you might think.
Several people I have chatted with on various adult fetish channels have told me similar stories about their fantasies. Because this kind of porn is so taboo and extreme many who wants more than just vanilla sex or a smack in the ass are drawn to it, most never gets a chance to try it our and for many just having their little fantasies, being able to chat about it or watch some pictures or movies with it are enough. Only very few needs to go above that and actually try scat. Me for once would never do it, but I still like to watch a video of a girl shitting or some guys getting humiliated in feces.